
I gave up a lot for this life. I could have had a good, simple life. But I wanted to play with the big boys. And if I miss, it means I’m just another dude with a bow. It means I’ve been fooling myself this whole time. And that’s why I never miss.
“Real life is a funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right thing at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitant for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately what I’ve begun to fear more than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything. I think you deserve to look back on your life without this chorus of resounding voices saying, ‘I could’ve but it’s too late now’. So there’s a time for silence, and there’s a time for waiting your turn. But if you know how you feel, and you so clearly know what you need to say, you’ll know it. I don’t think you should wait. I think you should speak now”
#THIS FUCKING SCENE #THIS MOTHERFUCKING SCENE #MARK ACTUALLY BEING A FUCKING TREMENDOUS ACTOR #AND PULLING EVERY BIT OF EMOTION THAT’S BEEN BUILDING UP IN PUCK #ALL THE NAMES. THE INSULTS. THE DISAPPOINTMENTS. THE FAILURES #HE’S ON THE VERGE OF BREAKING APART#HE’S LITERALLY ON THE EDGE. WANTING TO GET EXPELLED BECAUSE HE’S JUST TIRED OF BEING A LIMA LOSER AND HAVING IT SHOVED IN HIS FACE #BUT IT WAS THAT REALIZATION. THAT EXACT KNOWLEDGE OF HIMSELF THAT SAVED HIM#SAYING THE WORDS AND HAVING COACH BEISTE HOLD HIM AND LISTEN TO HIM#AND TELL HIM THAT HE WASN’T NOTHING #HE WAS LOVED AND HE WASN’T ALONE #ALKSDJFKJHAHASDFJKASDF



When you don’t have anybody to take care of you, then you could go both ways: You could do whatever you want, or you could take charge and be your own parent